“WHAT????”

This is one of the worst days of the year for me…

This is when “someone” takes one hour out of my life and I have no idea where they are keeping it…in case I need it.  And I am pretty damn sure I will need it in the next few weeks…just saying…just a simple shout out…

I will be totally wrecked for the next 4 or 5 days…tired, hazy, unfocused…whatever.  Family and close friends may say…”Well…is that any different for you?”

And…I would answer…”Do I even know you?”  

As the week meanders on…please do not ask me what time it is…

 By mid-week…I will be wondering what the hell day it is..

Have a nice…one…

“Speaking of obituaries…”

…referencing A PREVIOUS POST…

So I was just sitting on the sofa…being all polite to my husband who was going through movies on Netflix to see if anything caught his eye…

Since I was near, he was sharing his thoughts…hence my politeness.

BYW...the “NUDITY” warning always caught his eye…ALWAYS…

My mind wandered…

I began thinking about my obituary picture…because sitting on my dresser is a really great one where I am sitting on the steps of our deck with my aviator sunglasses on, a cigarette dangling from one hand and I’m all tan since I have been working in the garden for many hours and am happily contemplating ordering Dominos’  sausage, onion and tomato pizza for dinner.  I look very happy and peaceful.  I also look pretty fucking  young…since I was…

Then…I  sadly realized that no one (I know) has THAT kind of money for a picture THAT big .

Plus…it would have to be in color to capture my sweat-enhanced, glowing tan… and so then…slightly discouraged… I thought…I wonder what the first line in my obit  should  be…

“Tina was a really nice person…who was liked by everyone who met her…even though she swore an awful lot.”

THAT should grab their attention…right?

And…NO…I am not thinking about obituaries because I haven’t lost any weight since last week…

Have a nice day…

 

first things first…

OKAY.  FINE.  I had to abandon my new and much loved “truck-driver-type” breakfast and go back to the half banana and coffee bit.  Sigh…

BUT…as I was slowly eating my half banana…I began day-dreaming about all the things I planned to do when I could…when Covid would no longer haunt me.

THEN…I let my mind wander back into my past…remembering so many of the things I had actually done…some of which I probably shouldn’t have…heh…heh…heh…nothing illegal you know…just things… 🙂

AND…not to my my surprise at all, since I am so totally in touch with who I was then and with who I am now…well…once in a while…

I realized…that without a doubt…unequivocally…I was absolutely joyful about everything I had done…most of which of course I can’t share with anyone I happen to now know or be related to…well, obviously.  But…point is…no regrets.  None.

So there was that…

SECONDLY…           I am back to weighing 140#…

LASTLY…                 I looked at my blog from March 17, 2020 and I weighed…130.1#… 😦

I hate you Covid.  

Have a nice day…

 

#142… 😦

Well…I guess I can rack up another failed experiment.*

How is it possible to gain 2 fucking pounds in 4 days and yet impossible to lose 2 fucking  pounds in 4 months….OMG!!!! 

*Science was never my best subject.

Today I will walk…it’s going to be 40 degrees!!!!!!!!   SPRING 🙂

Have a nice day…