“The Paperback Edition”
For some unknown reason, Mel’s and my freshman science class ended with a shared lunch hour with a lot of the sophomores and juniors. Happily for us, many were drop-dead good-looking older boys.
So, every chance we had, we were looking at them and much to our delight…they were looking right back at us. Were we innocent little lambs ready to be shorn? Maybe, I don’t know.
So naive we were…and so dazed by all the attention. And so very unprepared.
We had learned about dating and romance…and even sex…from books and movies…where no matter what happened, there was always a happy ending.
After all…it was 1957.
We were so very, very young.
We had tired weeks ago of the antics of the freshman boys…even the new ones from other schools in our district. They couldn’t even drive a car, for heaven’s sake.
Suddenly, as we stood in line that November day, someone bumped into me from behind and my biology book flew out of my hand and skittered across the floor.
A group of older boys behind us in line laughed loudly and my face turned bright red. I still blushed and hated myself every time it happened.
“You dropped your book,” one of them said, looking back at his friends, enjoying their approval and laughter. He seemed so pleased with his joke.
I kneeled down to get my book and raising up, looked into the face of the most handsome boy I had ever seen. His dark brown eyes were looking right at me and my breath was stilled for a moment.
He didn’t say he was sorry…because of course he wasn’t…I was just the random recipient of his stupid prank.
I tried to give him and his friends a big smile to show that I was cool and smooth and ‘not just some dumb, little, freshman girl’ but his look was so intense my smile froze crookedly on my face…not very cool at all.
His friends laughed even harder at my obvious embarrassment. My cheeks flamed even more and tears jumped to my eyes.
He stopped laughing then and bent down to pick up a sheet of paper that had fallen out of my book.
“Here, I think this is yours too.” He was almost apologetic.
He handed me the paper but my throat had closed and I couldn’t speak. Couldn’t even say thanks.
I turned quickly away, brushing a stray tear off my cheek and willing my face to stop blushing. He must think I’m a total idiot…still a child of the eighth grade, I thought.
“I am a total fool,” I muttered under my breath.
I moved up in the line, heart pounding from humiliation.
“Sam! Do you know who that was?” asked Melanie.
I shook my head and stole a look back over my shoulder at the group of boys who were now admiring a very stunning and buxom teacher who had just walked by.
“No,” I mumbled…still feeling quite stupid.
“That’s Bobby Flanagan! He’s the most popular boy at Portland! All the girls are wild for him! Even the senior girls and he’s only a sophomore!” Melanie was all but jumping up and down.
“I think he likes you,” she whispered to me…those magical words that best friends…no matter what age…say to each other whether they are true or not.
I turned back again and this time Bobby was looking right at me with a big grin on his face.
My heart literally skipped a beat…trite…but true nonetheless.
Samantha Jones…meet Bobby Flanagan…your First Love.